my room is my space, my domain. she also threatened to call cops on me, to put me in crazy house as well.
I know for the fact that she's sick, but she seriously needs to calm down over every little thing I asked her to ask me first for it.
and he commented, "pephaps your Mother is not getting better due to years of fighting between you and herself. I do agree that she should rest."
I also agreed with him and replied, "how can I ask her to stop breaking my rules I set for this side of my space, my domain.. but I cannot get her all riled up without asking her to ask me first before she does stuff in my room. how can I tell her that?"
it's also clear that she is too vengeful towards you. I did noticed that she was gonna hit you with the wooden stick, an same weapon that was used against you in the assault of December last year ago. but she did't. so I want you to leave soon as possible."
I don't want to tell him, but I have to. otherwise he'll might be coming over to deal with my mother's behavior.
from here, I met my future self for first time in my meditating state.
she is really amazing and beautiful woman. very smart young lady ahead of her time.
she is so nice and we have spoke about what happened and what hardships will lay next for me in present future. she said, "the path laid out here before you is very incredibly difficult and hard. but you will get here with help of your friends. trust your faith and keep God within you all times. ask for his guidance and wisdom, should you get stuck in your life"
I went, "Thanks. I will keep that in mind."
she also replied, "one more thing.. beware the Dark Cassandra, she is much more dangerous than your former Dark Self. (he was destroyed by my Avatar Spirit Raava few nights ago) I asked her.
"why is she dangerous?"
she said, "the battle between Light and Dark never ends, it is forever until the end of time. so when your dark self was destroyed, it began the resurrection of new dark self.. you. as we're speaking, inside you.. she's nearly finished.. you have to strip her of her ability to resurrect herself only way to do that is to defeat her and strip her powers, abilities away from her"
I'm going, "oh wow.. this is kinda asking me to do exactly same thing that Anng did when he fought Ozai."
she goes, "yes, I know. it does sound dangerous. but Korra and Anng will help you with this problem"
that night when I was in bed resting, I met Asami Sato for first time. I had never got chance to talk to her when she was here with Korra that night.
she did left me a gift, an gift to change my entire life. I never found out what gift it was I had't used it or opened that gift. so I think I will do it when I'm asleeping.
I felt like I was being cuddled with and I also felt strong sense of love around me.
today, I realized it was from my former family friends that died few years ago. first one among them was my Uncle Todd. he was here that night. and Uncle Jerry was also here too. he was really trying to cheer me up.
an presence I never felt before, it was my Mother's first brother. he died long ago before I was born. I could hear faint voice that said, "don't be sad, don't cry.. we're here for you" and I just somehow knew it was my mother's first brother. so I really did't cry.
I also was shocked to learn that I had been through worst and bad scrapes and alot of hell with drama and family issues in rest of my lifetime to become who I am now.
so I am the Avatar, I forge my own destiny. deal with it, Life. you cannot CONTROL this girl anymore!