I wipe it away and put on my brave face to continue my day or night despite that I'm still stuck in this life, I got no one I can turn to for help or ask.
I'm actually so afraid to ask strangers to help me out, I even know the change is scary experience for me.. but I want to be strong.
to be strong for my own life I want to start anew in my first chapter of my new life.
I wish and hope my experience will serve as reminder that you can do anything once you set your mind to it. but that's not possible without money.
but I think it will also serve as lesson for future generations who will realize that money is not best choice of life to keep around, but use entirely different system to get by in life.