she just doesn't get it at all!I told her to not get in my face or standing too close to me, she even just attacks me twice!!
one with just her hands, second time with wooden stick. that fucking really hurt. I attacked her back in self defense with wooden stick and inflicted wide line type bruise on her arm.
I told her that i'm NOT Brandon or her son nothing more. never was. i'm Cassandra Saturn, and she is NOT my Mother.
PERIOD.
now I fucking wish I had some goddamn money to finally get away from my old life and start new life in my own way, away from her and everyone close to me except my selected friends and my selected best friends.
god forbid it, if that bitch decides to attack me again, this time I will hurt her far more. she may be my mother, but she is total bitch just very much like her mother are. she is not my mother anymore, I explained that long ago.
I hate this life.