the first issue was.. how much I hated and regretted my entire life as boy. looking back on it, I realized how much I hated it. I should have not been born a boy, but a girl. then maybe I wouldn't be one to complain about it anyway.
second was.. about my entire family. looking back on them and looking at them today, they're so different from what they used to be. how sad and how ironic this is. the entire family that used to be together, are practically falling apart and being divided. they used to stick together and stand together for one another. remember the saying, "one for all, all for one" well, that doesn't exist since it began in 2008.
third were.. my dead first ex-boyfriend Austin.. god, I actually loved him more than just friend. even I was afraid to commit to the relationship between both of us. he wanted to do it with me. I mean.. my first time in sex with him. I was so scared and afraid of that even more. when he first asked me to do it with him, I said no and did't want to do it. I regret that because I found out that I was in love with him and really wanted to pursue the relationship with him to new level. turning from friends into more of boyfriend/girlfriend relationship.
fourth was.. my former friends in real life and on facebook. when I told everyone that day of my announcement about me being a girl physically and mentally, they did't want to believe it or don't accept me. they just dropped me, blocked me and moved on. and that was it. I thought they're no friends of mine if they are like that and don't want to support me on my decision to be girl.
so I just moved on. I'm better off without them in my life forever. I got great friends and family on IMVU.
five were.. ehh... it's sexual nature of this matter. no matter how much I go through this life, i'll always be virgin. even as boy or girl. I still don't get laid at all, so it is kinda making me very hot and horny. it's been like that for very LONG time. I do wish I was laid at right age, but it doesn't matter. because it will come in due time. I just don't know when. I want to have sex so badly, so much that I want to fuck someone at random. but I can't. I have to know someone first before continuing to the point that I feel like doing it.
sixth.. I want to do right things at all someday. I want to make things better for mankind and for rest of everyone in the galaxy someday too. a good person will do great things by doing the most littlest thing that will grow into great thing.
no matter how much you do a right thing it will always voice your actions as good in universe.
seventh.. I just want to be happy as myself, as girl. I want to do all girl stuff with my best friends in real life, experience everything a girl would experience. that's what I hope to do at least.
I want to thank everyone for reading "My Issues.."