it's really getting difficult to get the noise gone since it started three days ago after I had cleaned my ears with only swab I had that was worth using to clean the ears.
sometimes, I just feel like I'm not good enough in this life to be where I want to be at.. I have ever thought about selling stuff to get money too, but I know my mother will not let me if I had talked about selling stuff for my own yard sale to her.
I.. also have been not able to eat much of food that we had gotten a day ago. we were out of food three days ago, and I've been in pain as well, eating less instead of more.
I just wish I had good old fashioned Crispy Chicken Burger from McDonald's. I had't gotten that for long, long time.. I'd like to eat three of them so I could feel full.
I used to visit McDonald's for every day five years ago.. I just stopped coming here because of more recent problems related with my mother in 2011 up to march 2014.. I sure do miss that burger, it was very tasty.
I even have been forced to drink bottled water for past three days and night, it's really hurting me badly but I have to get through it.
I also have questioned my ability to do something about it, but not sure where to begin with. so I'm at loss even today with this question in my mind.
so I'm quite worried that she could be right about it.