I really don't want her to die from what happened. I'm crying deeply on inside and outside. so I'm praying to God to please help her get better and okay in due time.
I really want her to live and be around for my future children at least, just so she could be happy being the gram for my kids.. if it doesn't happen i'll be living with pain and loss for rest of my life, knowing that my actions of that day cost my mother her life. even I have finally relented to call her "Mom" for first time since then.