so I'm gonna see if I still can find place to move in or at friend's place. I really don't feel right being around this family. and I'd really like to be living on my own away from them and my mother. I know it sounds bad if I do that, but I just personally think it's for best if I stay away from her family.
in future, incidents like this should never happen again. for now I just have to keep my distance away from her. I don't want her to get hurt any more. I'm going to make sure that nobody touches me during the whole time until I move out and away from this house finally.