I sometimes think about why I'm not where I am at right now as should be. the truth is, I would have done something already long ago.. but not got to do it because I got mind full of things that pops up, distracting me from real actual doing. no matter how much I clear my mind, I get prevented to actually do something.
maybe it is because of money issues or not. but still, I want to get my own place and live my own life the way I want it to be. as well to be myself truly.