I also had trouble keeping my stress levels out of all my problems since the HDTV broke. you honestly really don't get it.
I am Deaf and Deaf people are prone to stress and it can lead to anger and Violence due to problems at home. their only choice is to relieve their stress by playing high definition games or talking to friends and family on a virtual world or a virtual chat.
But.. But.. BUT.....
I was so damn scared to let him get too close to me because I was afraid that he would tell you before I did and how I felt like after all those years!
so BLAME ME for keeping my fucking emotions bottled up since I lost Austin..
so okay? BACK OFF!
and because I told my secret to everyone, all my friends in reality on Facebook and I got dropped from their list in January 2013.
before I made a Annoucement to you about me being girl.. prior to a week later I made it.
so I lost everyone that way simply because they did't accepted me for who I am and what I stand for.
it's all close-minded people. who don't like the idea of me being girl.
I freaking hate everyone because they don't want to accept me as woman, I want to be as instead of boy than to living a lie of this fake life of mine!
I want to make my life better by moving away somehow and start my change, start my own family and new friends.
so, THANKS for that, Mom!