I never imagined it was so most powerful and very damaging personal betrayal I have ever encountered.. this today, I found out that my ex-mother was siphoning my SSI money from me without telling me about what SSI was or what it’s about at my 18th birthday or even gave me the money. that made me very sick to my stomach.. I FELT completely angry with her of her own actions.
so, I decided to take the matters into my own hands. I’m going to file restraining order against everyone in my former family. also who are once part of my life as well. that will happen once I move to California somehow. I hate this life I’m living in.. I hope it will change for better when I’m here with my boyfriend Daniel.