Saturn: so i have bit of good news
Sexy: oh?
Saturn: mhm
Corvin: Hm?
Sexy: tell us
Saturn: things are bit quiet now since i wrote a letter to my mother yesterday she has backed off and let me be, so it's pretty much quiet awhile.
Sexy: great :)
Corvin: Nice n.n
Saturn: yes it is, but i'm not sure how long it will last
Sexy: i hope it will last a lifetime
Corvin: And then some
Saturn: it's not lifetime actually, you know?
Sexy: i know but i hope that she leaves you alone forever
Sexy: positive thinking you know
Saturn: http://cassandrasaturn.weebly.com/her-daily-blog-life-struggles/letter-to-mother-my-feelings
Saturn: that's what i wrote.. this is copied version on text with photos for emotions
Sexy: -reading-
Sexy: -finishes reading- wow
Brent: brb
CorvintheusCardygo: tyt
sexy: tyt
Saturn: tyt
Saturn: it's real H-bomb dropped on her like that
Sexy: yeah
Saturn: really made her to shut up and went quiet for long time. so she finally gets it
Sexy: do you know if she got the letter?
Saturn: she gets it that i was keeping my emotions bottled up
Saturn: it's my ex-mother (my birth mom) so of course i gave it to her in person
Sexy: oh ok
Saturn: we live together so..
Sexy: oh ok
Corvin: Damn, brb. Phone ringing x.x
Sexy: sorry i get confused sometimes
Sexy: tyt
Saturn: tyt
Saturn: i call her ex-mother because here's so much hatred toward her and stuff
Sexy: i know
Saturn: the fight started in february 2008 for no reason, it just happened and it ended in March 2014 when she got injured but she was still same and we fight again a month later etc etc
Saturn: we're just too hostile to each other
Sexy: oh :(
Sexy: yeah you 2 need to stay away from each other
Saturn: if you look at the my blogs it dates back to 2008
Saturn: you can look up on past events up to today
Saturn: you can see how much of it led to as it is today
Sexy: yeah i know hun -sits next to you-
Saturn: everything happened for a reason
Saturn: me getting hurt over what i needed most to help relieve my stress and she getting hurt over attempted assault again
Sexy: yeah....
Saturn: the sad fact of it is that i was right about her.
Saturn: she did have extra money to buy a HDTV to replace the broken one and the hit on my face would have been prevented.
Saturn: but no she lied about it and used money for food to sustain us. she forgets that, in high stress, i eat over 90% of food. that happens when i'm too stressed out, no HDTV can't help me.
Sexy: i agree
Sexy: if i didnt have my computer or it was broken i would probably go insane
Saturn: but if i had gotten the HDTV, i would gotten started to eat less like, 30% of time
Corvin: i'm back
Sexy: wb
Saturn: instead of seven meals a day
Corvin: Thank you
Sexy: yw
Saturn: but a two meals a day would help in long run to save money
Saturn: wb
Saturn: yw
Saturn: so i did told her this. she did't want to listen to it, that's her fault on her part.
Sexy: yeah i agree
Saturn: only a smart people would know how much stress can affect food eating mood
Sexy: i actually eat when im stressed.....
Saturn: Stress are tied into every part of your life
Sexy: so i must be smart xD
Saturn: for example, if you're violent and is mad, it's sign of sexual need lack. it means you need to fuck, same as being insane horny.
Sexy: wow
Saturn: so imagine this, without sex, our race would be violent and killing each other over and over.
sexy: yeah, that would be crazy.
Sexy: and what about with too much sex?
Saturn: mhm, too much sex can kill you.
Sexy: really?
Saturn: your heart gives out if you fuck too much
Sexy: oh
Saturn: such as ten hours or more.
Sexy: o.o
Saturn: i don't know the exactly cause of it
Sexy: energy drain?
Corvin: Lack of blood flow I would assume.
Sexy: stamina
Saturn: but it's proven that you die from too much
Sexy: well you would die happy atleast xDDDDD
Saturn: here was couple in japan who never experience sex before died within few minutes of sex.
Sexy: wow
Saturn: that was a couple of years ago. it was revealed that they never mastrubated before, so that's why they died after they came.
Saturn: an 17yr boy in Georgia died from mastubating too much
Sexy: wow
Saturn: three years ago
Corvin: Wasn't it like something around 42 times and he died shortly afterward?
Saturn: it was revealed that he mastrubated 20 times
Sexy: he probably didn't eat anything or something
Saturn: probably before mastrubating
Sexy: yeah
Saturn: so it kinda opens your mind about dangers of sex. sex may seem harmless, but it can be lethal if overused.
Sexy: yeah
Corvin: That is like anything though...too much of a good thing is harmful
Sexy: xD
Saturn: same with whole thing that's assoicated with AIDS and HIV
Sexy: yeah
Saturn: me being virgin would not get it from people who never had sex before
Sexy: virgin here too V.V
Saturn: but you could get it from people who had sex before. you know, too much sex
Corvin: Again, too much of a good thing lol
Saturn: lol.
Saturn: sex is for procreation and for.. pleasure lol.
Sexy: and exercise.
Corvin: I've only had sex a few times myself...one of them wasn't a steller experience...-hot dog...hallway...-
Sexy: makes you lose weight
Sexy: burning calories
Saturn: and yes i heard about it
Saturn: i hear it burns calories too fast
Saturn: i think that could be why the boy died
Sexy: it burns too fast if you do it too fast
Saturn: mastrubating also burns the calories too
Corvin: Could be a number of things, one of them most likely is lack of blood flow...need blood to pucker the pecker
Corvin: That is blood the rest of your body isn't getting
Sexy: low blood pressure might also be a reason for the boy that died.
Saturn: most of blood is diverted to your cock making it hard fast or slowly. it takes half of blood from main to your cock, which is also same one that goes to your brain. so if you mastrubated too much, most of blood is diverted again, again, again and brain is not getting enough of it.
Sexy: possible to feel dizzy for a bit when you orgasm...
Saturn: no, not really. you would't know unless you feel a sharp pain in your body like a leg pain or a pain in your neck or somewhere in your head
Sexy: oh
Saturn: it's the body that's telling you it's enough, getting too close to death
Sexy: oh wow
Saturn: most people would not know it. the body has preventive measures to prevent it, it has to do it fast if it's getting close to death. if all else fails, it will be hell of shutdown. basically shutting everything down, knocking you out.
Sexy: yeah
Saturn: or it might possibly kill you or save your life itself either way, here's only 10% chance that it might works or kills you.
Sexy: wow
Saturn: the human body was made for sex, never for long sex.
Sexy: im impressed that you know all that
Saturn: i'm smart girl, i self taught myself. they say self taught people are stupid, but they're wrong. it only proves that they're much more better than educated people
Sexy: i agree
Sexy: it means that you want to learn
Saturn: correct
Saturn: why? because they got experience in reality than in books
Sexy: exactly
Saturn: the rule of thumb: if everything is according to the specs in a book, toss it out because you just realized that you made your specs better than it was in book
Saturn: lol.
Sexy: xD
Saturn: so, you see, a experience is important in our lives
Sexy: yeah
Saturn: we use it to fix things that was broken before, can be fixed again
Sexy: i already had a near death/disability in my life
Sexy: experience*
Saturn: oh i see, that's close call
Sexy: yeah
Sexy: i'm alive and well because of my fast reflexes.....thanks to racing games...
Saturn: oh yeah, video games are also training our reflexes to act fast, anyone who thinks video games are just games, they're stupid
Sexy: in my opinion racing games are the best ones
Sexy: exactly
Saturn: the video games we play are training our memory, our reflexes to act as we want it to do in a bad situation
Sexy: yeah
Sexy: minecraft helps with creativity
Corvin: Well, games are games per se. We act accordingly to what we have learned, our reflexes getting finely toned as a result. It has become a sport in its own right as you are training your mind and body to react how you want it to react
Saturn: even we have to know what we need to do in a disaster in reality through a disaster type video games too
Sexy: call of duty or battlefield are used to train strategic tactics
Saturn: people will not realize this but basically, they are entertaiment/training games for us in any way we want to view them as such
Sexy: yup
Sexy: ppl say that violent games make ppl violent......WRONG
Sexy: for example.....
Corvin: People have been violent for thousands of years...
Sexy: Korra did you watch the walking dead?
Corvin: I'm sure they didn't blame video games on WW1 and WW2
Sexy: exactly corvin
Sexy: and guns dont kill ppl
Sexy: ppl kill ppl with the aid of guns
Corvin: School shootings? "Oh, blame the video games" No...blame lousy parenting, lack of supervision and proper care of a fucking human being >.>
Saturn: exactly
Sexy: agreed
Saturn: that's pretty much the point
Sexy: parents that are not responsible to even "own" a child
Saturn: and yes i play TWD on video game version too
Sexy: i meant tv series
Sexy: the game sucks
Corvin: Just like parents letting their 10 year olds play CoD..."My kid plays Cod and learns bad language and I don't like that" Well lady...maybe if you understood the ESRB rating, which by the by, is on par with the MOVIE RATINGS, maybe you might understand that if you ain't letting your kid watch an R rated movie, you wouldn't let him or her play or own an M rated game >.>
Saturn: yes i know what you meant
Sexy: i managed to get to the prison in like 5 minutes
Saturn: the game is made too easy lol
Sexy: yeah
Saturn: funny thing i did't turn out bad
Corvin: Damn, brb again lol
Saturn: when i was young, i still got M rated games rofl
Sexy: corvin but if you deny the child to play he/she will only want to play it more
Brent: back from doing homework on dem titties of yours Korra
Saturn: Brent! lol hush >.>
Brent: what? I'm just happy to write a art of your boobies ^_^
Saturn: lol. anyway, I agree with Sexy
Sexy: i played gta vice city when i was.......ermmmm 12 or 13 i think
Sexy: my parents didnt care what kind of game i played...as long as it kept me busy and happy
Saturn: yes, but you have to let him/her understand why it's M rated or T rated for a reason that way you can talk to that child to understand why things in a game happen for a reason.