I came this close from beating her psycho bum, but I resisted her provoking actions in attempt to get a response out of me.
at that moment, it was done. done with it all. I'm moving away from everyone else in this ex-family drama that has been going on for more than ten years.
I felt like that I was not important enough to be able to do things myself or ever felt like nobody cares about my life, my problems at present. even I cried that because I only have one person who loves me truly and so much, my boyfriend Jared.
I'm grateful to have him in my life. he's been big help, he constantly takes care of me daily in long distance talking and more.