I attacked her back in self defense again, this time with Vacuum cleaner. and i inflicted even more injuries to her body, arms and legs.
I am NOT IN MOOD to talk to her, let alone get accused of something I did not do. I WENT TO BED LAST NIGHT to get some good night's rest.
why can't she just leave me alone!
I feel like I want to kill her! I already held off those thoughts of killing her. it's really so fucking hard to keep them from tempting me. i'm doing my best to avoid this conflict with her.
plus on worse timing, I have bad headache, and it was that hard to ignore those. but thankfully, I did managed to ignore them.
seriously, it's gonna gone bad someday soon. I need to get away from here and from her soon as possible on first chance.